@watchintv, let me try to offer this suggestion: "You are 'afraid,' but you don't know what you are afraid 'of.' And, it is this lack of certainty that makes you even
more afraid." This can make you a perfect target for a "snake-oil salesman." (Or, the purveyors of ultra-high powered rifles.)
But, you have a
job to do, so you need
information. Or, maybe the more-appropriate word is
context.
There are many places (beyond this web site) where you can begin to find it. For example, research topics like
"penetration testing." Look on the internet, in general, for topics which will help you to better
understand who your potential "opponents" might be, and what vulnerabilities they might be looking for.
This site is an entirely-qualified source of answers for whatever questions you might ask, but I very-politely suggest that, at this point in your journey, you really don't know what questions to ask. And that's a very awkward place to be – P.S. we have
all been there including me. (Lots of times.)